i

so tinggal lagi 2 hari sebelum i start my degree,

anyway i takut,yeah!1 i was freaking out right now...

even though i dah biasa dengan msi tapi sekarang ni lain,kawan-kawan pun dah tak sama and yang paling i takut i tak boleh bawa those subjects yang killing habis,

itak nak and tak akan kecewakan parent i,cukuplah i dapat result teruk time spm dulu,now i nak tebus balik semua kesalahan yang pernah i buat dulu,

i nak tengok mak senyum,i nak tengok abah ketawa sebab anak dia berjaya dalam hidup...

why i choose msi??

jawapannya senang je,i nak dekat dengan parent i...bukan bermaksud i manja or etc,tapi cukuplah i habiskan 5 tahun i jauh dari parent i tapi hasilnya sangat-sangatlah tak memuaskan...

biar i dekat dengan diorang,i boleh manja-manja selalu dengan dorang...hehehehhe

so my diploma result was good,actually for me very good even though i tak dapat dean but for my degree i will try harder and harder and no ones cants stop me,

enough to play around and i just want to focus on my study,

when i got excellent result,excellent job n lots of money then i'll be happy,

then i can buy anything that i wanted...

talked about what i want to buy...OMG!!

that alots of things yang i really wanted to buy,but as i said before,i need to work harder...

parent i bukan jenis limpahkan i dengan kemewahan,memang dorang tak ajar adik-beradik i dengan kemwahan walaupun dorg mampu,parent i nak kami berusaha dengan gigih,then u can buy anything what u want..

sometime,i am quite jealous with my friends,they can buy what they want with their parent money??/but me???no...

i tak kesah sebab all those things buat i makin bersemangat untuk kejar impian i...

like my brother,he used to be a very bad student and most people around him said that he would not be successfull in his life,but then look at him now,he was an engineer now and can buy anythings taht he wanted,i adore him so much...

so rafa don get jealous at anyone,be yourself,try achieve your dream..

InsyaALLAH..

thanks abah and mak  for those 21 years u've been loving me so much..i love u both