puasa

Ramadhan datang lagi..syoknya..tapi i tetap sedih gak..i rasa tahun  ni just ada i and my parent je..bangcik raya atas kapal,abang maybe balik rumah mertua dia and kaktie pon sama..huhuhu

kalau ada b raya sekali kan best,boleh teman bb raya rumah kawan-kawan..hehehe

tadi abah call tanya nak balik rumah tak..i serba salah pula,ye la..this saturday and friday i ada quiz,if i balik conformlah i tak study..so  i decide tak balik la and janji this weekend i balik..nanti kita buka puasa sama-sama yeh abah and mak..

owh tadi baru lepas quiz math..MasyaALLAH susahnya..i target soalan direct jer tapi keluar beli-belit la pula...tapi nak wat camna dah buat dah pn..tapi i puas hati juga la coz i dah study so i tawakal sahaja sebab i dah betul-betul usaha..tapi i yakin and pasti soalan no 2 tu i betul 100%..hahahaah(buat sedap ati je ni)...

i rindu gila nak blogging tapi masa sangat jealous dengan i..hahaaha...

internet pn lembap gak tapi ok la...tak ada la i lalai sangt kot kalau dok on9 tapi ok gak r kalau seminggu sekali i update...so diz saturday ada quiz electric circuit and friday quiz engineering mechanic...dua-dua sangat tough n menakutkan..

tapi i akn usaha betul2..

thank to my roomate hajar athirah n hasyimah yang begitu rajin membantu i kalau i tak paham..so bilik i ni ada give and take..lagipun bantu membantu tu kan amalan mulia.

so,tahun ni i tak ada baju raya...huhuhu..

igt dulu nak dekat cuti raya,mesti i keluar shopping dengan b,tapi b dah jauh...boring la pula kalau keluar sorg2..hahaha..

i nak menabung la pula,nak gi bercuti lagi bersma teman-teman tercinta..

next destinasi=RAHSIA..hahaha

k la bubyye..(nak pi class sir Edison)

inflection point....

inflection point..i baru je belajar tadi time engineering math..wootwoot...sangatlah susah,tapi Alhamdulillah setakat ni i boleh follow lagi la and i hope i akan success la kan dalam semua subjects i ambil this semester..last monday balik rumah jap dengan cima,and mom br balik dr sarawak..of coz la semua barang dia beli untuk i..thanks mak..sayang mak..fyi,jat and cima pn dapat t-shirt,key-chain and gelang from sarawak..yeye.ni boleh la kami boria..hahahah

i sangat rindu my boyfriend..dah lama sangat tak  jumpa dia tapi dia janji diz november nak datang kulim..yeyeyey..tapi i tak harap sangat la coz dia sangatlah busy..pepe pn i miss u and luv u b..terima kasih sebab u ada bila i perlukan..

malam ni cima and i nak gi dengar ceramah'Muhamad Utusan Terakhir'..hope i boleh ambil iktibar dari ceramah yang i dengar..unit Islam kt kampus i ni makin aktif la..macam-macam program mereka buat..tahniah ye ustaz dan ahli-ahlinya...and malam jumaat nanti ada diskusi pasal natrah pula and writer dia pn akan datang..so InsyaAllah i akan pergi juga..hope sangat semua assignment i dapat disiapkan so i boleh la pergi..

macam-macam jadi kat i minggu ni..tapi i akan jadikan semua tu sebagai 1 cabaran untuk i melangkah lebih jauh dan terus berjaya..AMIN

saya minta maaf jika selama ini ada orang terasa dengan blog i..minta maaf ye...bak kata cik ain kawan i,minta maaf tu afdal...so i tak nak panjangkan cerita or besarkan cerita or wall kat mna2 i minta maaf sangat..

if I forget to tell you

If I forget to tell you just how much you mean to me, I hope that you will remember while your not here with me.
If I forget to tell you that you are my world and more, I hope that you will remember what I am waiting for.
If I forget to tell you I want you in my life, I hope that you will remember that I am always by your side.
If I forget to tell you I love you more than words, I hope that you will remember regardless of the hurt.
If I forget to tell you I am sorry for my mistakes, I hope that you will remember with every one I make.
If I forget to tell you no other can compare, I hope that you will remember the love that we both share.
If I forget to tell you I miss you everyday, I hope that you will remember your absence causes pain.
If I forget to tell you that forever is what I want, I hope you will remember that forever is what we have got. Whether I say these words to you, or wait until you are here with me, I will show you this forever, and these words will have no need. 

 

I LOVE U B

 

 

busy..busy

my life now totally so so so busy...only 1 week i started my classes and i begin to vomit all the time..hahhaha..learn new thing is totally so hard..adoii..and this is the first time dalam my life,lepas habis class i balik bilik and terus study..bukan 1 subject tapi all the subjects..bagus kan i???hahahah..perasan la pula..yes..i am changed now..i tak nak malas-malas lagi..i tak nak main-main lagi..i nak fokus untuk pointer yang baik and paling pentingi nak buat  my parent  bangga dapat anak cam i ni...so degree memang susah..totally sangat2 susah..tak macam diploma dulu so i kena usaha lebih and lebih lagi...

sekarang ni bila i enter je class i terus focus..letih memang sangat letih..berganda-ganda letih..tapi i puas kalau i paham pe lecturer cakap..kalau tak paham,mula la i cam kucing nak beranak..thanks to my roomates yang sgt supportive and rajin-rajin cam i gak..hehehehe..

latelty ni i kerap gadoh ngan b..i pun tak tau kenapa maybe sebab jauh kot dengan dia tapi everything going smooth right now...dua2 salah sebenarnya..i pun over sangat kot..sian dia ..sowi ye b..bila dah jauh mula la rindu..sumpah i rindu gila kat dia..kalau tak rindu tu memang tipu r cik rafa oitt..hehehehe..tapi i penat sikit la kan.so jarang la cakap dengan dia..tapi b pun busy yang sangat melampau...i relax je..hahaha..pepe pn I LOVE U B...

sedih

SEDIH???

adakah itu perkataan yang paling sesuai untuk i gambarkan situasi sekarang ini...

jam menunjukkan 12.21a.m hari jumaat..i tak tido lagi tunggu udin call,

and i tau dia tak akn call i,

semenjak dua menjak ni dia cam tak alert je ngan diri i,

dah la jauh,sms jarang,call pn sehari adalah dlm 5 minit...

hmmmmm...

dia ada perempuan lain ker?

tah la,kalau ada mintalah ALLAH tunjukkan kebenaran...

i cuba paham situasi dia,study and part time,

i tak minta pn dia wat part time semua tu,dia bukan tak mampu tapi i tak tau la kenapa dia nak sgt wat keje...

i sunyi gila...sunyi sangat...rindu???sumpah i rindu gila kat dia...

i tak tau nak wat apa agi...i akan tunggu sampai pkul 1,kalau dia tak call gak i tido je...

lagipun i dah letih sgt pikir semua benda ni...

i miss u

you used to call me 'buntat'

and i hate it so much,

but u keep calling me like that,

you said I was sent straight down from heaven

just for you,
You'd hold me close in your arms,

you hold my hands tightly,

I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me

here with me b
b
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while,
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow,
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you

b...

p/s:plz come to kulim b..rinduuu

i

so tinggal lagi 2 hari sebelum i start my degree,

anyway i takut,yeah!1 i was freaking out right now...

even though i dah biasa dengan msi tapi sekarang ni lain,kawan-kawan pun dah tak sama and yang paling i takut i tak boleh bawa those subjects yang killing habis,

itak nak and tak akan kecewakan parent i,cukuplah i dapat result teruk time spm dulu,now i nak tebus balik semua kesalahan yang pernah i buat dulu,

i nak tengok mak senyum,i nak tengok abah ketawa sebab anak dia berjaya dalam hidup...

why i choose msi??

jawapannya senang je,i nak dekat dengan parent i...bukan bermaksud i manja or etc,tapi cukuplah i habiskan 5 tahun i jauh dari parent i tapi hasilnya sangat-sangatlah tak memuaskan...

biar i dekat dengan diorang,i boleh manja-manja selalu dengan dorang...hehehehhe

so my diploma result was good,actually for me very good even though i tak dapat dean but for my degree i will try harder and harder and no ones cants stop me,

enough to play around and i just want to focus on my study,

when i got excellent result,excellent job n lots of money then i'll be happy,

then i can buy anything that i wanted...

talked about what i want to buy...OMG!!

that alots of things yang i really wanted to buy,but as i said before,i need to work harder...

parent i bukan jenis limpahkan i dengan kemewahan,memang dorang tak ajar adik-beradik i dengan kemwahan walaupun dorg mampu,parent i nak kami berusaha dengan gigih,then u can buy anything what u want..

sometime,i am quite jealous with my friends,they can buy what they want with their parent money??/but me???no...

i tak kesah sebab all those things buat i makin bersemangat untuk kejar impian i...

like my brother,he used to be a very bad student and most people around him said that he would not be successfull in his life,but then look at him now,he was an engineer now and can buy anythings taht he wanted,i adore him so much...

so rafa don get jealous at anyone,be yourself,try achieve your dream..

InsyaALLAH..

thanks abah and mak  for those 21 years u've been loving me so much..i love u both

i miss my udin

i love my udin..

fullstop!!!

only you...

speechless

i am so speechless...

hahahaa..

tadi i keluar pergi queensbay..

shopping sikit-sikit,bukan beli apa pn...beli pumps,t-shirt(ni kak mimi belanja) and panties..hahahaha

best la hari ni keluar coz banyak gelak-gelak..makan nasi beriani the best part la..

tapi we all pergi kedai satu lagi,tapi still nasi yang sama cuma kedai je lain..

takbest sgt coz nampak elegance gila kedai tu..ala-ala oldtown..

i prefer kedai lama yang usianya 100tahun lebih tu...

tapi yang pasti nasi i tetap habis..hahaha.

paling banyak borong kat branded outlet la coz sangat murah..hehehehe

jalan punya jalan sampai tak sedar kitaorang tertinggal beg shopping tadi...

hahahahaa..rupanya tertinggal kat roxy,tu pun kakmimi tanya mana plastic bag???

i and syahira pun buat muka blur la..i dah pass kat syaa tp dia tak sedar...hahahah

buatnya dah sampai rumah,mampos...

lepas tu gi makan laksa tepi pantai and chicken wing..lalalaala

sampai rumah..jeng..jeng...

i tengok ada parcel atas katil i...bila i buka..

TADAAAAAAAAA

kaktie bagi purse guess kt i..bestnya...dapat juga yang diidamkan..

so iterlompat-lompat la cam kera sebab terlalu seronok..

then i pn snap pic tuk ltak dalam blog sebagai tanda i begitu gembira...daaaaaa

♥♥♥♥♥♥ Bagaikan Puteri, Cinta Sang Ratu , Hijab Sang Pencinta,Cinta Sufi♥♥♥♥♥♥

i begitu meminati karya Ramlee Awang Mursyid,novelis thriller and yang paling best sekali pasal karya dia bayak selitkan tentang agama dan ayat-ayat Al-Quran..tapi kegemaran ni i kongsi sorang-sorang jer sebab semua kawan-kawan i tak minat novel thriller dan macam fantasi sikit ni tapi boleh pula kan baca Lord Of The Ring(tu lagi tak masuk akal)...apa-apa2 pn semua orang ada hak dan persepsi masing-masing terhadap karya-karya ni.i tetap yang 1,Ramlee Awang Mursyid..so 4 novel kat atas ni i dah bace,bertahun menunggu untuk ke CINTA SUFI..Alhamdullilah,habis juga i baca semua karya dia..wondering how laksama sunan look like..i adore gila la dengan dia..adakah watak nya hanya fantasi atau benar-benar wujud tapi dinafikan kesahihannya???..apa-apapn novel-novel ni memang meninggalkan kesan yang amat mendalam dalam diri i..

Membaca novel-novel Ramlee Awang Murshid amat mengasyikkan, tak sedar yang i menjiwai novel tu dengan agak dalam dek keinginan yang meletus-letus nak tahu apa yang berlaku seterusnya. .Maha suci Allah. i amat bersyukur ditemukan dengan keempat-empat novel itu. Ternyata benar-benar meresap ke dalam jiwa.
Selama ni,i banyak belajar erti hidup dari novel-novel yang i habis baca.tapi yang ni memberi kesan teramat mendalam dalam diri i..baru i sedar selama ni terlalu banyak kekurangan dalam hidup i.i perlu mencari diri i yang sudah hilang..i kena kuat seperti sunan..bermacam dugaan ditempuhinya tapi bibir dan jiwanya masih memikirkan ALLAH S.W.T..malu diri ini..

i akn buat yang terbaik dalam diri i..i nak berubah..i nak jadi yang terbaik..InsyaAllah..

gembira

Nur Rafahiah tersangatlah gembira hari ini...

kenapa?????

jeng..jeng...poyo tol pompuan ni..hahahah

SEBAB!!

semuaadik-beradik i berkumpul kat rumah..

semua balik kulim..

ohhh seronok sangat...

i dah lama tak rasa perasaan cam ni...

borak-borak..

makan-makan(diet hilang hari ini..esok la sambung,boleh plak cam tu kan..instructor tahu mampos cik Nur Rafahiah kena berleter)...

tak pa..

yang penting sangat gembira...

hehehehe...

kalau b ada kan best..

tadi berangan-angan denagn kaktie and kak mimi pasal kawin-kawin ni..

hahahaha..

macam la i nak tunang esok..duet pon tak ada...

abah,nak duet,nak kawen...

hahahahah...

mati i kena terajang dengan abah..

gila kan????

yang penting

KELUARGA HARTA PALING BERHARGA DALAM HIDUP NUR RAFAHIAH HJ MUSTAPA

 then baru la

B

mohd nuruddin rosli

p/s= i Love u

thought of the old memory

its Killing me when  i started to remembered all those shit thing
back stabbed by my own bestfriend (as she said,its funny right???rafa,hang la kawan aku dunia akhirat!!!)

stupid!!stupid!!

i am so stupid..

how can i trusted her???

END!!!

no more YOU in my life...

its staining my blog to appeared your name here..

i am so disgusting with you...

I forgive you even though I know the reach of Resurrection you will not even admit your mistake..

only ALLAH knows everything....

YOU CAN NOT run away from it

kulim-kl-batu pahat-kl-ipoh-kulim

wahhh...its like a small vacation for me..

i went to my sis's house at putra height,

spent quality time with my nephew and nieces..

back to bp,the most memorial places for me...

happy???

of coz...miss the otak-otak(i've been thinking about it all the way to bp)...

back to KL...

ohh goshh..my pineapple tart tak ada la..huhuhu

sedeynya...

its ok,next week bangcik and sis mimi is going to KL,so i boleh pesan banyak-banyak)happy back)...

hahahahaha

but the whole 4days was not enough for me to spent with the kids...

miss ammar,

miss adik,

miss abang

miss kakak

and kak hasanah too(their maid)

 baby ammar

 

 

rindu

boringnya!!!!!

rindu b

rindu b

rindu b

bila lagi la i nak jumpa si dia lagi..

bila b datang kulim,i pula kt kl..

owhhh tensionnya...

hah...

why hah???..

dont know why...hohohoho..

i am so excited to blogging again..

its  been like a year i didn't blogging but  its only a few days...

so i sampai rumah  pukul 8mlm..supposed to be sampai lagi awal tapi mak nak berhenti kat ipoh

nak beli pokok bunga...

i sangat suka all those flowers..

hehehe..

1 of the flower i yg pilih...

nanti i upload gambar k..

first things sampai rumah of course la i mandi dulu...

owh sangat rindu shampoo sunsilk i..

it doesn't mean i tak cuci rambut kat rumah my sis tp tak best shampoo dia..

and then my hubby call...wahhhh rindu gila kat buncet sorang ni...

my sis in law masuk bilik i and ada hot story katanya...

lagi la i suka...

apa yang hot storynya???

hahahaha...rahsia...

so cerita punya cerita i makan pula(lauk kenduri rumah sis inlaw,sangat shiokkk!!!)

makan and tehn starting tulis blog pula..

nak upload gambar malas la pula...

esok la i updatelagi...byeee

b,bb rindu b

hoi..hoi..hoi

after zohor prayer ,abah,mak and me is going to KL,

its been along time i dh tak pegi KL,

dulu every month mesti muka i ada kt Putra Height(my sis punya rumah),

and akak dekat 7E tu mesti tanya kenapa u sekejap ada sekejap tak ada..

hahahaha...ye la,i kan pelanggan utama 7e situ...

1st mission=  i just wanna meet my lovely nieces and nephew..miss them so damn much!!!

2nd mission= i nak sental semua tudung anggerik avenue akak i..hahahha...mesti ada yang dia tak nak punya...

3rd mission= i nak shopping eventho my money almost licin la...(kaktie hehhehee)...wink..wink...kau ni rafa mintak duit je tau...

do i care,im the youngest in the family so terlebih manja la...

tapi 3rd mission tu nampak cam tak jadi pula,tapi tak pa la,yang penting 1st mission i tercapai...

and then i miss all those pineapple tart at pkns shah alam tu..

OMG!!! its like in heaven when u're eating them..

nanti i upload those tarts punya pic k..(if i dapat beli la)

tapi my mum punya the best la...hehehheeh..

ok la...if there is internet connection at my sis's house,im blogging again,if not,i gila la kat sana...

blogging its like drug to me...

im addicted to it...

 last But not least....

i MISS my BOYFRIEND!!!

boring...

tadi i ada baca 1 blog ni yang kutuk blogger yang guna shortform ni,

so terasa la kan,hikhik...

betul juga dia cakap macam mana bangsa melayu nak maju if the own malay tak martabatkn bahasa tu sendiri,

so starting tonight,this hour,this minutes and this seconds,

i takkan guna lagi short form even in english or malay...

tapi i tak boleh nak buang bahasa rojak i...

sorry for that,i cant stop...

do i care??

this is my blog,so i can write the way i am but i  am promise NO MORE SHORT FORMS!

lastly,I MISS MY BOYFRIEND:(

 

kesakitan

i'm not feeling well today..had a very bad stomach-ache,

not in a good mood,feels tempered n etc,

dunno what happen to me...hmmmm

i just want to be alone,

in my own world!!!

leave me alone,plz give me some space to recover myself,

i just need my b..

And there is nothing more painful than being far way from you...

hope tomorrow my life will be shining again,

full with laughs....

abah

happy father day

ABAH aka HJ MUSTAPA b MOKHTAR...

i love u so much

escaping north korea

tragis,kejam,diktaktor

that the perfect words that i can describe about north korea,

 dunno what to say,but my heart beating seeing  alittle boy escaping from north korea just want to see his mother at south korea,

if u get arrested,dead the only answer!!!...

Ya Allah...

bersyukur sgt ats segala kemakmuran yg Kau berikan di bumi Malaysia ini..

miss you

B,

I know dat u've been busy at diz time,

i had things to do too,

we haven't meet each other for along time,

it just want to see u,
i hope everythings ok,

i had other stuff in my mind n i'm sure u did too...

but i just had to tell u diz

durian...

last week i went to syima's house...

with abah,mak,kak mimi n bangcik..

(wowww!!!,best gla umah kawan hang)

dats da 1st impression from my bro..

so,ktorg pi tgk kandang kmbing n bsiar-siar area umah dia...

n the best things mak dia jamu ktorg mkan

durian+pulut+santan=heaven...

hahahahaha...best kn...

thanks to syima n family...luv ya

(sis mimi with the durians)

(ni la mak syima..cyg makcik)

(tgk my bro n my dad,hahahaha)

i want..i want

lately ni,i just can't wait to finish my degree eventho i've never started yet,.

get a career and hold my own money,

i want to do anythings dat i want dat i could not do now,

i want to buy everything i could not get and buy now,

i want to have my own life,

i want to have my own house,

my own car and my own family

and

everything by my own

and i want to be with my hubby forever and ever..

May Allah bless us..

 ILY and IMY

MOHD NURUDDIN ROSLI

rindu

Secantik-cantik Big Ben di Kota London, dan Eifel Tower Paris  tak sehebat kebesaran Kaabah dan Masjid Nabawi di Madinah.

Sehebat-hebat kerdipan neon di kota jakarta lain tak seindah dan senyaman suasana disekitar Masjid Nabawi dan Kaabah.

Sedingin udara perth tak sesyahdu ketenangan di Madinah dan Mekah.

Walau sibuk macam mana sekali pun kuala lumpur tak seindah suasana malam disekitar Mekah.
Semerdu-merdu suara mickael jackson tak setanding keasyikan dan ketenangan azan pada setiap waktu.

aku rindu tempat itu

aku rindu suasana itu

aku rindu bau itu

aku rindu segalanya tentang tmpat itu...

YA ALLAH,

kembalikan lah ak ke TANAH SUCIMU...

aku sgt2 mrindui bumi MEKAH dan MADINAH..

 Masjid Nabawi

b'main bsama merpati Aisyah near Masjid Kucing

selesai tawaf sunat

mlm terakhir di MAKKAH..

perasaan??

tsgt2 sedih

m.E.m.oRY = k.e.NANG.a.n

2nd post..

hehehhe..

eppy kowt sbb laptop ak br udate anti  virus pas hmpir 5 bln x update...

hmmm..

aku RINDU kawn-kawan ak..

kenangan manis byk sgt...

kenangan pahit pn byk..

tp kta kna lihat ke hadapan...

tinggalkan yg pahit

n ambil yg manis shj...

kalo xpahit xbest la idop kn...

heheheh...

so....

tettttttttttttt...

(time INTRA )

(ni kak fizah b' tunang)

(plg istimewa =5thn bsama)

s.a.y.a.b.u.d.a.k.b.a.r.u

ni blog kedua yg ak wat..

yg 1 lg tu lang xtaw pi mna..

hahahahha

almaklumlah

org br nk cerdik wat blog

pepe pn

ak sgt happy

n akn stay dgn blog ni...